Well, one seems worse, as it shows syn and syn-ack absent. The send one is the same.
Maybe do capture like this, dont output into a file and see what you get
Idea is (srcip,srcport,dstip,dstport, protocol),
So, in your case, lets say port is 443, lets pretend ip's are 1.1.1.1 and 2.2.2.2
fw monitor -F "1.1.1.1,0,2.2.2.2,443,0" -F "2.2.2.2,0,1.1.1.1,443,0"
Andy
You can also do zdebug as below, just replace with right IPs
fw ctl zdebug + drop | grep x.x.x.x | grep y.y.y.y
fw ctl debug 0 to turn off debugs